Falling off the bandwagon

Well, when things get hard I fall off the bandwagon. I had a routine going of exercise every 5th day and eating pretty healthy throughout the days (juicing, protein shakes, etc) but during the 4th week of treatment I just did whatever made me feel good and it certainly wasn't exercising. I just was tired, anxious, up late and too stressed to think about juicing. I wish this wasn't my downfall. I know some people are so die-hard routine oriented and I wish I was for the sake of my health and family but it is really hard for me to "stick with it" when I feel like that. Maybe it is something I will recognize and push through as I get used to treating lyme.